Advice I give but do not take, By Logan Earnst

I tell them not to call him back

He is never going to change his wicked habits that repeat like a laundry cycle over and over again

Block him from your life and remove him from anywhere he can suddenly creep in

Never speak to him again

Ghost him it’s what he deserves and he’s done much worse to you I tell them

But wouldn’t that make me a hypocrite

I tell them to put down the phone and ignore the incoming calls, but don’t I jump towards my phone whenever it buzzes with hope that it’s him 

I tell them to delete the photos but don’t I lay in bed at night and scroll past all the memories wondering what could have been

Don’t I tell them he will never change as I cling to the hope that I will be the one to fix him

I tell them not to call him back as I bring up his contact in my phone hoping he will answer